Mid life crisis

She: Why? why? what is bad did I do? what is good didn't I do? Tell me. Why you let your childish foolish desire to ruin the family. I paid all my life for my family. I need to know now why? why? We have been having sex for years. My first time was with you when I was 18. You enjoyed the young woman of me. I can't stay young forever to stop you from fooling around with young girls. I just can't. I am human. I gave you my life when I was a young flower and when I became a mother of three kids. I am your life. I made you. I support you. I keep that family. I maintain that house. Everything is me. I still remember when I was sitting with you long boring hours to watch sex movies to make you feel I share you the same dirty interest. I am the one who was taking care of you from day one to now, your needs are my to do list. Your wishes are the dreams that i fight to make them true. Give me one reason. Why you cheated on me. Why you contaminate our crystal clear love relation. Did I ever neglect your needs? any need? Tell me, maybe I am worng. Tell me why you punished me for my love and honest care. Tell me if I left with the kids today how you gonna live. We are both 45 years old now. Our dreams are different. Our desires are more mature. Why with one incident you want to prove to me that bitter feeling. That I have been living all those years with an immature man. If my breasts are not up and full anymore then you need somebody to remind you that you penis is not stiff enough anymore to go through me. How did you slep with her. You took the blue pill to deceive yourself that you are still a horney boy? Did she know that you have diabetes and I am the one who inject you with the insulin every morning. Did she know that you are being laid off from work by the end of the year. How you gonna spend on her? from my salary? say something. Don't kill me with your silence. recall my life with you, watch it like a video tape and tell me what year, what month, or what day or even what hour you wasn't cared of by my love. I am not gonna destroy the family for a stupid incident like this, not for me but for the kids. However you lost my respect. You are not my lover and my respected husband anymore. You preferred to be seen all your life like a pig.